But Moses said to the LORD, “Oh, my Lord, I am not eloquent, either in the past or since you have spoken to your servant, but I am slow of speech and of tongue.” Then the LORD said to him, “Who has made man’s mouth? Who makes him mute, or deaf, or seeing, or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? Now therefore go, and I will be with your mouth and teach you what you shall speak.” But he said, “Oh, my Lord, please send someone else.” Then the anger of the LORD was kindled against Moses and he said, “Is there not Aaron, your brother, the Levite? I know that he can speak well. Behold, he is coming out to meet you, and when he sees you, he will be glad in his heart. You shall speak to him and put the words in his mouth, and I will be with your mouth and with his mouth and will teach you both what to do. He shall speak for you to the people, and he shall be your mouth, and you shall be as God to him. And take in your hand this staff, with which you shall do the signs.” (Exodus 4:10-17 ESV)
God is not passive toward our disobedience and our wounded self-image is not an excuse for disobeying.
Moses has yet another reason why Yahweh shouldn’t send him to Egypt. He is not eloquent, he says, but God says He is capable of using Moses’ slow tongue. In fact, Yahweh takes all credit for making anyone deaf and mute or seeing or blind. All our abilities or disabilities are from God, an obvious contradiction of the prosperity gospel. In Moses’ case God promises to be with Moses’ mouth and teach him what to say.
Finally Moses just begs God not to send him and our patient God finds His anger catching fire. Moses is on the edge with God and yet God makes one more concession to His reluctant servant. Aaron can be Moses’ spokesman and in fact Aaron is on the way to visit Moses and is almost there. He will be Moses’ prophet even as Moses is Yahweh’s prophet. Moses must take Aaron and the staff God gave him and go.
Have you been hurt like Moses? His first attempt at being a deliverer failed miserably and now he was gun shy. He saw himself as inadequate, a feeling many of us can identify with. Truth be told, we are inadequate to serve the Lord. But He wants to make us adequate. If we obey, He will equip. If we follow, He will further. If we try, He will bring success, His success, whatever He deems that to be. But He won’t put up with our disobedience. We won’t lose our relationship to Him, but we will be out of fellowship with Him and under His loving discipline. And we will miss the joy of serving Him that He had in store for us.